A girl's diary #1
24 Aug:
It's been a long summer. I've been waiting for this day for so long. Apparently I just graduated high school. Tomorrow is my first day in college. BE YOURSELF! DON'T BE NERVOUS!
25 Aug:
I wore a black dress, i liked the way it looked, the way it hides everything yet shows something. I took lots of notes so i wouldn't forget about them later and i had a recorder next to me in case i forgot to write something down. I kept on smiling at this sweet doctor, he kept looking at me. I don't know if its empathy or does he actually feel comfortable looking at me.
26 Aug:
So he gave us and i was so frustrated so i asked him about it. He just looked prolonging, wordless at me for 2 minutes before he uttered a word. I then lowered my head and kept looking at my feet bashfully. I was so nervous so my mouth was dry and i had to lick my lips. He explained to me every little part of it and said if i ever needed help, i should talk to him.
30 Aug:
I submitted my assignment last night. I really hope he likes it. I don't know why i care about his opinion this much. I need his approval. Anyway, it's the weekend and i'm going out with my friends in a few minutes so i guess i'll talk to you later.
3 Sep:
I don't know why but i felt like wearing a dress and doing my hair. I sat in the first row just like always and had my notebook out writing every word. I forgot his name i keep forgetting it. The other professors write their names on the board every class. He keeps staring at me. Day after day i find myself more attracted to him. Oh and god god his eyes they're very big and doey. He has hazel eyes, it kills me. He was wearing a tie and looked so fucking good. There's something about the way he talks.
5 Sep:
Today was just a normal long exhausting day. that professor gave us a pop quiz which i think i did good on. Mr. Brown gave us a writing assignment and it looks like its gonna be a long weekend.
8 Sep:
Today was a pretty fun day, such a great week starter. I think i laughed throughout the day. At some point i think i snorted milk while i laughed at my friend. It HURT. It went by pretty fast. I've been doing extra well in college which is plus. Anyway I need to sleep now. Goodnight.
It's been a long summer. I've been waiting for this day for so long. Apparently I just graduated high school. Tomorrow is my first day in college. BE YOURSELF! DON'T BE NERVOUS!
25 Aug:
I wore a black dress, i liked the way it looked, the way it hides everything yet shows something. I took lots of notes so i wouldn't forget about them later and i had a recorder next to me in case i forgot to write something down. I kept on smiling at this sweet doctor, he kept looking at me. I don't know if its empathy or does he actually feel comfortable looking at me.
26 Aug:
So he gave us and i was so frustrated so i asked him about it. He just looked prolonging, wordless at me for 2 minutes before he uttered a word. I then lowered my head and kept looking at my feet bashfully. I was so nervous so my mouth was dry and i had to lick my lips. He explained to me every little part of it and said if i ever needed help, i should talk to him.
30 Aug:
I submitted my assignment last night. I really hope he likes it. I don't know why i care about his opinion this much. I need his approval. Anyway, it's the weekend and i'm going out with my friends in a few minutes so i guess i'll talk to you later.
3 Sep:
I don't know why but i felt like wearing a dress and doing my hair. I sat in the first row just like always and had my notebook out writing every word. I forgot his name i keep forgetting it. The other professors write their names on the board every class. He keeps staring at me. Day after day i find myself more attracted to him. Oh and god god his eyes they're very big and doey. He has hazel eyes, it kills me. He was wearing a tie and looked so fucking good. There's something about the way he talks.
5 Sep:
Today was just a normal long exhausting day. that professor gave us a pop quiz which i think i did good on. Mr. Brown gave us a writing assignment and it looks like its gonna be a long weekend.
8 Sep:
Today was a pretty fun day, such a great week starter. I think i laughed throughout the day. At some point i think i snorted milk while i laughed at my friend. It HURT. It went by pretty fast. I've been doing extra well in college which is plus. Anyway I need to sleep now. Goodnight.
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