A man's diary #3

21 Sep:
    I just got back. That was something. She didn't show up. She stood me up. I thought she was sweet and perfect. I thought that we would be electric together. I thought our dynamic would blow up this world. I'm shattered. Goodnight.


24 Sep:
     She saw me and didn't react. She looked right through me. What's wrong with her? Is she doing this on purpose? Is she trying to torture me? God when she tucks her hair she looks like an angel and my heart stops. This can't be happening. I won't let her slip through my fingers.


25 Sep:
    She wasn't in my class!!!!! Does she think that i'm creepy? Did she drop the course? Why wasn't she here. Missed her. I couldn't give a proper lecture without her sitting in the front row with her wide eyes looking at me.  Her right palm on her cheek. She laughs at every joke i tell. Why wasn't she here?


26 Sep:
    I overheard some students talking about a student going to the hospital because she collapsed yesterday morning on her way to a class. Is it her? Is it wrong if i asked? I need to know. I'll ask around about the situation but I'm pretty sure its her because i think i heard her first name. I just hope its not.